Amon Goeth takes the phrase "It is better to be feared than to be loved," to a whole other level. His views on power and the ways he exercised his power were disgusting. He was irresponsible with it. To him, people's lives were his to play with and to take in the blink of an eye if he felt like it. "Whenever he felt like it," was usually when something didn't go his way, or just because he wanted to remind people that he found them to be inferior to him. It showcased his immaturity and carelessness, and in the hands of somebody like that, power is never a good thing. Schindler, on the other hand, always valued respect over fear. Even before he started protecting the Jews, he was always adamant that he be viewed as a respected individual. When he said that the greatest power is to be able to see wrong and still do right, I think he meant that when one is at such a place where they can see wrong, pardon it, and learn and grow from it, then they are truly a leader. Ones who rule with fear are followed because their followers won’t know what else to do. If one is seen as a true leader however, their followers will usually fall in line willingly and stick by them. In this way, the leader has more power and control.
I would like to say that the line has been crossed when you bring harm to others, and when the consequences of your actions unto other people are irreversible. However, I think that if you’re in a situation where you need to make a decision that might save your life, you’re not thinking about the fact that it could hurt someone else until you’re doing whatever you decided to do. You could have less than a second to make the decision, and have your thoughts be filled with nothing but panic and fear. I think that the line of what would be “unforgivable” or “unacceptable,” in a situation like the Holocaust would be very, very hard to cross. There’s so much moral grey area. If you gave someone away to protect yourself, as the Nazis asked the little boy to do, then you just killed someone’s mother or son. However, if you were someone’s mother or son, and let yourself get killed, the consequences are the same. Lives would be taken either way, and the Nazis would still absolutely devastate your population. Ideally, people would all stick together, but in that situation, that was nearly impossible at times.
At the beginning, Schindler took the actions he did in order to make a profit off of the Jews’ labor. He did it because he valued money over everything else, and, having been inspired by his father, wanted to create an even larger empire than him. At a certain point though, I think he found pity for the Jews, which then turned into genuine disgust with what the Nazi Party was doing. There was a visible shift in his mentality when he was with the woman on horseback, watching the carnage of the liquidation of the town. I think that while some might say that he wasn't a hero because he didn't start out as one, I think the fact that he did become one speaks volumes. The fact that he learned to think outside of the party's doctrines and see the world from a different perspective, and then the fact that he actually did something about it makes him heroic. His shift from being a bystander to an upstander, when he started actively hiring Jews to save them, and protected them from other party members, showed how different he was from them. He got odd looks from them, and remarks on what he was doing and still continued to do it. His desperation towards the end to save as many as possible, always wanting to add more and more, really shows his change of heart. What really stuck out to me was the fact that at the end, he let the rabbi preach and the Jews hold their customs. I think that he was a hero to them.
Did you keep in contact with any of your fellow survivors after everything was over? Was it hard to leave anyone you had grown close to when you went your separate ways?